(( Suze)) and breathe. Honestly you just can't please everybody all the time. You've done what is best for you at this moment in time, you were honest and upfront about it, you weren't completely happy with what you were doing, you've given it a lot of thought and you've decided to take a step back. What is selfish about that? Nothing at all. Stop worrying, if your 'friend' can't handle your decision that really isn't your problem. Enjoy your life. xxx
Hope everything is ok for you Erratic. xx
lot of love xxx