Kimmie -
don't sell yourself short, 4 days is a great accomplishment and I am proud of you!!! it is not easy, no I know that I have been there, but it will get better I promise you that. You have reached out and asked for help and opened up with your parents that is a great thing. Keep reachingout. Find another meeting as Peter suggested get the AA big book and do some reading. You will be amazed how much you can identify with what it says. Start with the stories in the back if you want, that is what I did, and it helped me to understand that I was not alone, there were lots of people out there just like me.
You aer doing great!!! Keep up the good work and keep posting, that is why we are all here, to take this thing one day, one hour, one minute at a time.