Any alcoholic who can resist the awful cravings and stay sober for four days is in my opinion a small miracle.
You should be proud of this accomplishment.
Take heart in the fact that one day these terrible cravings that you feel now will go away soon.But I highly suggest that you continue going to AA meetings and get a copy of the AA "Big Book" and read it.
It is a lso a good idea for you to get some phone numbers from some of the other members so you will have someone to call when the cravings become too unbearable.
As simple as it sounds the telephone technique has helped many alcohols fight off those initial cravings.It worked for me.
Most of all Kimmie just hang on in there ok.As dark as it may seem right now one day things do get better but we have to stay away from alcohol.
Peter.