Made it through night
Well I wanted badly to drink but was able to wait the cravings out. Then they passed. I feel certain that I don't want to drink anymore. Tonight feels as it was a breakthrough. I'm starting to realize that just because I may be Obsessing on using doesn't mean I actually want to drink.
I played the tape through Tonight instead of listening to my fantasy that voice that's says just one drink and you will feel perfect. Its a lie and I've been buying it. the insanity of the first drink is astounding.
David