Originally Posted by
anxiousrock 
I'm okay, thanks. I am very anxious, I couldn't sleep last night because I felt awful for drinking.
I messaged a ton of people from AA while drinking, even did my zoom meetings drunk.
I'm super embarrassed, and not sure I can even go back because I have no idea what I said to anyone.
I just do not know what to do now.... I'm working for the next 7hrs, but I need a nap so bad.
I hate addiction
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also feel bad for ignoring my fiance when I'm drinking.
My mother has now said she won't be texting or calling me anymore because she won't know if I'm drinking. Well, there's a pretty solid chance that I won't be! I drank once in 2.5 months.....
Try not to do it again but I think most of those people are more forgiving that you might fear. I went on a few AA Zoom meetings this time last year, not drunk exactly, but under the influence.