If I drink 'too much' I get a slight pain in my right side. I don't like it. It makes me nervous. I have had mri/scans and everything looks good but I know I have gallstones. My liver enzymes are slightly elevated. I know it's the alcohol because it goes away when I don't drink and starts again if I am drinking.
I feel really good after a week. No pains, clear headed, and happy enough. Definitely bored. Getting good workouts in and getting a lot done. There is just no mental shut off valve. I miss that.
I'm curious, how did you find your want to go 100% Obladi? I have been ambivalent for years. I think I have said the exact words, 'I want to want to quit'. But when I drink I still enjoy the experience as long as I don't have hangovers and pain. I don't like feeling I am an outcast socially either.
I know the best thing is to just quit for good.