Originally Posted by Mizz;[url=tel:7602159
7602159[/url]]I cant tell if you have already decided that you are going to relapse?
It reads that way to me.......
Please keep posting.
Write a gratitude list
Go out and run.
Start a suduko book and do that until the end of the book.
Read a novel. Then another novel. Then another.
Start the New York Times crossword puzzle (the Sunday edition)
Knitting?
No Mizz, I’m not going to 🙂 but I’m struggling like hell right now and I’m almost in physical agony with how much I want to drink - like I could gnaw off my own arm and it wouldn’t distract me. I’m not going to relapse because I’ve given in several times in the past and it’s always led me back to this point, and at sometime the wheel needs to break. I’m just admitting and saying out loud (you know what I mean, typing, haha) how I feel. I don’t do well when I keep how I feel inside. But I’m not giving in and I’m not going down.