[QUOTE=SnazzyDresser;7598813]While you're planning this future drink, be sure to pencil in all the various misery that'll come with it. Better yet, get a better plan that's centered around sobriety and appreciation for the various blessings it's brought your way so far.
Are you saying that you're looking to be rescued from this impeding future calamity? You have the power to rescue yourself right now, as you are, by wising up fast and sticking with what works.[/QUOTE
]thank you snazzy I needed to hear this. I think what I'm saying is in my mind there is no future calamity, like I've romanticised the idea so much I forget the calamity. If that makes sense.