Still here, thank you Obladi and Mizz. I am waiting until I can get on my computer to reply properly. On my phone now.
I have worked on a plan and a whiteboard will definitely help I have one thats collecting dust at the moment. I thought of a perfect place for it which will be next to my bed and in my face. Thats where I go to play on my phone and get lazy.
Friday night went smooth. I did have a lot of drinking debates in my head last night. I thought we were going to be seeing some family tonight last second and I had all but given in to the idea of one or two beers. Then I woke up this morning and knew I couldn't do it. I was gonna be the driver and drink tea. Then those plans fell through anyway.