Originally Posted by Backtogood

I need help. I'm at my own person rock bottom. If only for my own emotional rollercoaster. My husband said it pretty spot on "I never know which version I'm going to get of you from day to day." I am powerless when it comes to alcohol, the only way for me to take that power back is to quit drinking FOREVER. I have kept this thought in the back of my head that i can always go back, but I can't. I'm sorry to the great people here on SR for always posting "day 1"s, i wouldn't believe me either! Let's do this. I don't want to look back, time to find my life. And to be honest I'm scared. So day 1. Pleas don't give on me. I know i can do this