Pushing past uncomfortable feelings
This, but also listening to those feelings too. I found that alcohol made me spend time with anyone, no matter who they were or if I'd like them sober. Day 18 now, and still in the process of spending time with people while sober, unlocking who I really am and what makes me tic. I no longer want to hide behind alcohol anymore, it's time to find the root cause of my social anxiety and destroy it.