I think I get you, man. I have eased back in a way too, at least from here. It's due in part to being busy, feeling strong in my recovery and recovery plan, and knowing I have the ability to use the tools if I need them, and being able to identify when that is. I still read here a lot though, just don't post as much. I think this site is a wonderful source of support to whatever degree it's used.
But if you've relapsed, you know what to do. Evaluate what happened, figure out how to make a stronger plan, use the support you have, and move forward. Glad to see you again too, even though it's due to a relapse.