Thanks Dee, and thanks for the feedback Mizz.
I don't really have a good way of explaining what I mean when I say easing back. From my experience with another addiction, I have a peace and confidence that it's not a part of my life anymore. That it's something where I'm committed to living a better life and I know I can always come back here for support if needed. I was reading the forums every week or at that time, just to check in on others and stay connected. I guess I want to recreate that going forward, where I'm taking responsibility for things but able to heal and live a stable and healthy existence.
Day 2 here. Just going to collect my thoughts in the next few days and vent as needed. Much love.