morning i will be back tomo on new month, will try harder again this coming month, as long as i keep trying but like u red i feel ashamed that i havent been able to stop and all i do is i keep coming back. I will be going back to the online AA meeting tomo aswell, will try to find and late afternoon one also if i can. I am also sick of seeing crosses on my big whiteboard calendar i have to get more ticks and money than i did this month and month previous. i also know i have to keep up with my posts aswell. och who knows what tomo will bring and the day after that, just have to get moving.
sry for this random post x