Hey Owl, it’s a good thing you are on the right track again. All these things you are mentioning, I think you are better off facing them sober.
You know so well how all this works. There’s nothing I know that you don’t know. No need for advice, just the notion that I have been wondering how you’re doing.
Keep at it and post often! Ride that bike every now and then, and enjoy nature. Have a good weekend!