Originally Posted by
Tanky 
..., I did spend a fair bit of next day romantically vomiting bile. fun times.
Actually , thinking about it, it wasn’t only that. I instantly had many of the symptoms from latter stages of active addiction back, too. After that one single drinking sesh. Eg my right ear was blocked and ringing again, my feet were vaguely swollen and started itching and tingling. Pain in liver/kidneys was back.
I know that if I go back , it will only get uglier and harsher. It picks up right where you left off, as far as I can tell. Only difference I could discern was that it was abundantly clear to me that , if anything, I was going to drink even more stupidly than I already did .
So so not worth it.