Originally Posted by
Vincent484 
God this was the maybe the worst part of the drinking toward the end. Definitely did some damage
Thus is also the truth for me. I had an intense fear of the same phone I’m using right now to type this reply; all that fear has gone. When sober, I like and trust myself, but I’ll try to never forget the feeling I had when drinking and the rotten things I said - another tool to show me I’ve made the right decision. So far, there are zero reasons showing me it isn’t a good not to drink!