Originally Posted by
venuscat 
Hmm, just no? Not I am sorry but I have too many sponsees right now?
I am thinking if she said no and Ieft you feeIing upset, she might not be the best fit anyway.
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There were reasons given. But I had already been thinking about running back to drink during the meeting and it didn’t exactly help with that. 😂😂 but I didn’t drink . and I am here. And yes, probably not right fit. But honestly, I don’t think anyone will be. Because I don’t think I can do it , right now. I am struggling to believe I am enough, I am worth it. But I know that is not me. That is fear and despair and AV speaking. I just have to keep doing the things. I am speaking to my temp. sponsor in an hour and a half. So will be fine.