Originally Posted by
venuscat 
That happened to me too....there was one particular meeting that kept triggering me....so I changed it up....went to different meetings. I appreciate that might not be so easy right now. But for me it was the room....just some associations that made me feeI very rebeIIious and angry. It was a reminder of one of the schooIs I went to that I reaIIy hated.
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yeah. You could be right. Just keep changing up the meeting. I am also a bit despondent because I finally got up courage to ask someone to sponsor me at that meeting. (Because my temporary sponsorship is probably nearly over.) The person said no. And it took so much to get my dumb ass to a space to ask. So now want to run for hills I guess. 😂😂