Originally Posted by
Dee74 
re-read the great post you made about hanging with your kids again., Those experiences are, to me, totally incompatible with using pot.
Your AV may pedal the line you can do both - hey man cut back....just get baked while watching netflix late at might...-
but we both know that presupposes a degree of control we both simply don't have.
I couldn't use/ingest/smoke moderately - that turned out to be a good thing because I rediscovered the real me when I didn't use at all.
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Yep. I agree. And it IS the same insidious little AV. "hey, you made it ten whole days, it's a Saturday night, there's nothing really going on, the world is filled with crap, you can take a little break".......
I didn't actually say or 'hear' those things outright.... it's like they were... felt. Just subtly underlying my awareness. It's even sneakier than booze.
For me, that has always, always, always - eventually - led to pretty much daily use.
CLEAN AND SOBER.
This is The Way.