Thanks everyone. I've really enjoyed and appreciated reading your replies...
For me I've quit to finally be myself. I'm sick of hiding from who I really am, I want to unapologetically accept my flaws and just be me. I want to live to my true potential and know what that is. I want to be proud of who I am.
Alcohol has enabled me to live a very cowardly life, I have no emotional strength or maturity. Little by little my soul is shrinking as is my life and alcohol is filling the void. Time to tip the scales in the other direction.
My physical health is also in decline, alcohol is finally taking its toll and it appears I am not as indestructible as I thought I was, I also have a very firm feeling that this is something I will not get many chances to correct.
Day 2.