Originally Posted by
Bekindalways 
Yep, circle those wagons the best you can. This is a time to hunker down and heal . . . . consider yourself in a kind of ICU for the emotionally injured.
Just keep at it J . . . . glad to see you posting.
thanks. Yeah this site has helped more than anything else actually. Been just reading through the stories. Day by day. It’s a battle. This is why I left but and I miss him... but the day he drank he was never the same in those 2 months.
I actually got out of bed today and worked that helped quiet the mind and my god the fog I have been in.
I wish I could have done more but I literally did. This site is helping me realize again I can’t control that.
It’s definitely something unless you have been through you have no clue, it (alcohol controls everything and takes no prisoners)