Welcome Bruno!
FK I remember my first sober xmas it was unreal. My BIL had died suddenly on the 19th, we had just been to London for our visas to stay in America, hubby was leaving on the 2nd Jan, I was following 2 weeks later once I'd packed up the house, we had the funeral New Years Eve. I had relatives weeping wailing and downing vodka like it was going out of fashion and was dealing with hubby's and my own grief and just wanting it all behind me! In the end Christmas was kind of swallowed up in it all! Even at the time though, I was so glad to be sober, to be there fully for hubby to help him through it all.
Kaptn, PAWS can have some strange affects, and may or may not be responsible for some of your mood swings. At least it doesn't last long and I find if I can put a name to a problem I can live with it better.
CK I know you will do all you can to preserve your sobriety my friend.
FK, I can't wait to welcome e you into the Overs!