Welcome backtogood, bodhi, FF, Greentree erratic and Wayno.
I really believe that everyone can get sober.
When you get the desire to drink again, rat it out - post here instead. Starve your addiction.
it may not feel great at the time but it will feel great the following morning to wake up and know that you stayed sober.
you will get back every bit of effort you put in I promise
We can do this!
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