Originally Posted by
Vincent484 Hi everyone,
Does anyone else struggle with how irrational this disease is? That's been a big hurdle for me. I can't wrap my head around the fact that I can't just have "a few" and stop because it makes no sense. I've had discussions with non-alcoholics about it and I just end up saying "If you don't have it I can't explain it to you. I know it doesn't make sense but that's what happens".
I can moderate and have on or two with other things like pizza, cookies, ice cream ect. but just can't with booze. It's frustrating.
Edit: Also, if anyone has some tips to get me to wrap my head around it actually being rational I'm all ears. I think that would help me in the long run.
Pizza doesn't alter your reality, alcohol does. That's all I ever chased was that feeling.