Originally Posted by
freedomfries 
Sometimes I pour water into my pepsi max and pretend it's vodka. I imagine the vodka washing over me and making me feel good.
I'm not seriously thinking about drinking but it's just comforting pretending to do it. Not very healthy.
I'm looking forward to everyone being home for Christmas and me being 99 days sober on Christmas Day. I'm not at any risk for relapse.
But still, I enjoy pretending I'm drinking vodka. I ought not to
whatever works for you. No different than some drinking juice from a wine glass.
there is no perfect way to this. Main thing is you are doing it