Sorry you are going through a rough time
Manta. 2020 has seemed like crawling across broken glass. At least we have made it to the second half of the week
This is Gil Scott-Heron, uplifting enough on his own and he's singing about how uplifting Billie Holiday and John Coltrane are. That's a sort of double expresso of uplifting.
https://youtu.be/7aRNUsmfeck