While I believe that my "no contact" decision is for the best, I can't help but feel a bit of anger now. I suppose I'm going through the stages of grief? My pain and hurt is turning into anger and I've been pretty grumpy and unpleasant to be around the past few days. It's just so unfair to be treated this way when I was there for him during quite possibly the worst time of his life and this is the treatment I get? No explanations or goodbyes... Just slowly ghosted me. It makes me feel a little better knowing that this is common behavior for newly sober addicts, but it still doesn't make it right. Anyway, I hope putting my feelings into words here will help release this anger. It's tough losing a friendship when I didn't do anything wrong.