I was reading something today about our moods.
Be greatful for good moods and graceful for low moods.
We shouldn't take things too seriously when we're in our low moods.
Like judge ourselves, our lives, situations.. etc. Mostly like we would
think or feel everything sucks while we're in our low moods.
Yes I can relate to how it seems like everybody around me just
want ,or take and take , and take and still want more and of course
for active addicts too much is never enough. it's draining.
I don't have answers for all of my problems or challenges.
I JUST LOVE MYSELF NO MATTER WHAT.
It hasn't been easy praticing it or doing it.
Belive me, life is NOT what i think it ought to be or want, think it ought to be.
Sometimes I don't even think GOD Loves or gives a rat's ass about me and
I surely don't expect much from peaple....so that shows where I'm at.lol
So... I keep it really simple today and It's probably the only thing I have
control over my life or make sense or a different.
I make this chioce everyday , every moment, oneday at a time.
I LOVE MYSELF NO MATTER WHAT..and yeah even if it seems like god dosen't
loves me or life sucks. It's not the answers for everything. It's my answer
and i stopped beating up myself no matter what too.