Originally Posted by
rainyengland 
I’m so angry all the time , just want revenge on everyone who lied and wronged me even if it’s detrimental to myself or my family
feel like screaming and crying
I can relate 100% on how you're feeling. I still feel that way some times, but I have to get a hold of my thoughts or drive myself crazy. I never thought I'd be sober ever ever, and I'm 14 months now. You can do it! If you read back on my post you can see how angry and drunk and belligerent I was. Look at tomorrow as a new day. Go to a meeting, find a sponsor for starters. I also recommend a therapist as mine helped me greatly with the anger.