Resentments and anger would keep me sick forever until
I let it go. Drinking to numb those awful feelings didnt change
anything until I let go of the anger and resentments i felt inside,
eating away, darkening my heart, mind and soul for all those
who wronged me and hurt me thru out my life.
Once i learned how to place all those people, family members,
people who put me thru hell in school and everyone else into
the Hands of my Higher Power because this thing was too big
for me to handle alone, then, i began to heal.
As long as I know I dont have to handle this thing which
is bigger than I, turning it over and placing it into my Higher
Powers hands, then I can concentrate on my recovery
foundation building it stronger to live a healthy, happy,
honest way of life upon for yrs to come.
Forgiveness is more powerful than we can imagine. It
can unlock the hurt and pain we have eating away at
every inch of our beings. It a freedom and gift we can
take along with us to enjoy and treasure forever.
I had to put the plug in the jug, learn a program of
recovery to incorporate in all my affairs on a daily
bases as a guideline to achieve many of life amazing
blessings to become the best, honest person I can
possibly be not only to myself but to others around
me.