Totally fed up
Well Least I’m still here even though I’m still drinking
I don’t know what’s the matter with me , when I’m sober it’s brilliant , I feel great and every day is a adventure ..but I still keep keep coming back to the wine ..can’t get day one under my belt again to push forward
I’m so angry all the time , just want revenge on everyone who lied and wronged me even if it’s detrimental to myself or my family
feel like screaming and crying