Hi and Welcome, That does sound scary and I'm glad you're feeling better. I'm sure you know it would be a good idea to talk to your doctor about what's going on.
Getting to Day 11 is great, but you're right, now is the really hard part. It's dealing with all the stuff that caused you to start drinking and keep drinking. It takes some digging and hard work, but you can do it. You can take things slowly and move forward with your life. Have you found enjoyable ways to fill the hours between 5 and 8 when you used to drink? Recovery is a journey and it sounds like you're ready for it.
