Hi SoTired,
I'm glad my quote could bring a little laughter to your life. It seems like you could use a bit of cheering up with all the things you have been through. Everyone is right that you need to look after yourself and your kids. You guys are what comes first. You have spent enough energy on him. You are getting no where by the way he is acting and the way he makes you feel. No one deserves to feel that way in their own home. Listen to what Dandylion has said up above. It is good advice. I know it is scary to make that first step, but just take it one step at a time, one day at a time. Focus on you and the kids getting to a better place. Keep being strong.