I hear you and agree. Fear of being alone, older, with a few auto immunes (that may be my demise first), and money is huge. I don't know how much longer I can work....can't afford to live off disability, homelessness. Fear of others knowing my faults and mental health declining. you are correct. Fear of alcohol. It almost goes in loops and I get overwhelmed. Funny thing is after the abuse from my ex where I had to basically run off with kids, people always tell me how strong I am. It isn't true. I am weak and you are correct, fearful. Honestly, I don't even know exactly what I want my future to look like. Right now, I just want some hope.