Thanks to you both for listening. Despite my periods of sobriety, I honestly haven't opened up (esp at meetings in town) as I don't feel comfortable since I don't know who is a parent or not. And people do talk. That was actually a big step for me. I think I give the illusion that I am confident and must be doing better than I really am. There would be no reason to report me, but nurses can even get a DUI on their own time, and it gets reported and dealt with by the Board. I love my doctor, and I feel badly I wasn't completely up front. I am sorry to disappoint her or my gastroenterologist (who diagnosed fatty liver) and wife works at my school. But at this age, I'm using up my chances I fear.