my addict within is asking for another day
Another day for what? Another day of...
My spiritual life has suffered greatly, I have gained weight, have no energy to run (was up to 6 mile runs), feel so sick (my organs are crying out), my feet and hands are swollen and joints generally ache. This is progressively killing me
The addict within doesn't have your best interest at heart. Your soul does. It had you reach out to others who have been where you are. Together we can do this. There is strength in numbers. I am glad you are here and am looking forward to hearing more of your journey going forward.