Originally Posted by
Jewel72 
One day at a time is what I’ve been told, but my mind needs to know it is for good otherwise the AV always seems to win in the end. May this be the day I get my life back and return to peace and health. (And wouldn’t you know, even as I get ready to hit Submit, my addict within is asking for another day. Hitting submit and going to put that bugger to death.)
Welcome, Jewel. What you've written above is precious. You have the inherent knowledge to defeat the AV. SR is teeming with people who have. Today can mark not just a new chapter, but a new book in your life. A Sobriety Book written by the non-drinking you. It seems your Inner Addict has been running the show for far too long, a lesser life. Claim your life back, Jewel, as a non-drinker, it's within your reach.