Reading your post was a bit of a trigger.
I am sitting here with my doggy and wife, munching on a nice healthy carrot.
My life is plugging along as usual, but the AV whispers....just get drunk.
After my time clean, I know the crave will disappear in a moment and then reappear again later.
It is my curse for the rest of my life. But, I would rather have that burden then almost any other burden I can think of.
Some naggy little thought is nothing. Absolutely nothing.
Mine and my family's well being is the everything.
I think I am hungry and ready for a nap. Funny how that works.
Thanks.