Like most I have relapsed so many times. I now have a family that hold me accountable. Each time I slip I try something new and uncomfortable to add more tools to make a quit stick. A big one that was uncomfortable was getting a therapist. I have 0 desire to go to rehab but if I had to chose between my family and rehab I just might do it. Bottom line. Never stop trying to quit and learn from each slip and try something new until you get it because you will.