I was not able to quit this long until I was having major health issues.
My bp was 200/120 after my binges. I could feel my eyes pulsing. My eyes were deep red after drinking.
I had fierce agoraphobia for over 3 years. I could have easily gotten anti meds of all types, but I chose to suffer. It was horrible.
I could go on and on. I hope the internal scars from my drinking days stay fresh and open. I can not survive a relapse. I will almost certainly have a stroke within a year.
SR posts help keep the hell off relapse etc. Fresh.
That being said, it is kind of part of a recovery process to offer my experience at least.
if one thing I say helps someone quit drinking for one more day, it is well worth it.
Thanks.