Thanks, Venus. Always helps to know I知 not alone in feelings this way.
How痴 everyone doing today? I知 doing very well and getting more accomplished than I have in the last month. Feeling better. Feeling grateful. Enjoying life. So why do I have to think about wine? Why does it tell me somehow my life would be better with the stuff? I know the answer to this, but it helps to type out what I知 feeling. Wine ruins me, I heal and then it wants to pull me away from the blessings and gifts only to return to the nightmare. I知 awake. Will not relive that one, thank you very much.
Really hoping these thoughts become more and more distant. I知 trusting the old timers who say they do.
