Congrats on 80 days, hockey! You're doing great, sounds like you're hitting a rough patch but there are always those. The important thing is that you know you're on the right track and that you hang in there. Keep sober every day, try some tactics to see what works on the anxiety and whatnot. Anxiety can't be crushed forever but there are ways to co-exist with it. Tinker a little, see what works for you. For me, long daily walks and Vipassana meditation help keep me semi-sane.