Hi Jeff, what's got you? If you are willing to talk about what's bugging you, it would help me. I know when I get like that talking to others helps me to marshal my strength so that I can confront the "it", look it in the eye, and walk through it. When I do that I always discover that I have way more strength than I give ever myself credit for. I believe you are the same way and will come to the same conclusion. We are here for you, there is strength in numbers. Lets talk and walk through whatever "it" is together.