My first few months where none of that. It was miserable hell I might as well have been a zombie I was such a total mess. Maybe around 8 or 9 months glimpses of myself started to appear even 2 years in I still didn’t find myself. I’d say years later there emerged the other self which more or less is the total opposite of the alcoholic me in many ways. I dunno that I really reinvented more discovery really. It was a long process I’m almost 9:years sober and I’m still discovering more. It’s about discovery and maintaining a good balance to keep my sanity now.