Re: Lowest Point Now
I did see my doctor today and he has arranged for me to see a counselor. He also prescribed some anxiety med for the next month it felt good to do something positive. On the down side I talked to a lawyer and my supposed 1 night in jail will be most likely 10. Big difference. I’m finding all this hard to process as our families lives are in financial free fall due to covid and now this. I haven’t stopped beating myself up and again am up at 1 am with 3 hours sleep. My tendency to cycle on stuff is on overdrive and this is a tough one to keep looking at. At the moment the last thing I want is a drink I also checked into my fort zoom AA meeting to see what they were like.
Everyone is so supportive. THANK YOU