Welcome, Lulu!
SoberRecovery can be the basis of a solid sobriety. Read around and post often--it works if you work it!
Here's a couple good threads to join:
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...ml#post7425247 https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...ml#post7425032 (24 Hour Recovery Connections Part 482)