Well done on 30 days Tink and 5 weeks Freedom.
I had hardly any sleep last night and a long sad day
Had a tragedy, we lost our little cat, I found him dead just outside the door last night, it’s just devastating, he wasn’t quite 6 months old. Too sad. Too much loss the last few years
The AV tried desperately to get me to buy a couple of bottles of wine to drown my sorrows. It didn’t even bother to try with one bottle, it went straight for 2. I very nearly caved in, but I reminded myself how depressed I got from my last bout of drinking that ended on 1st March. Day 1 on 2nd March was awful, I was extremely depressed and anxious and thought everything was futile. As sad as I am, I don’t want to go back to that dark place in my head. Plus I remembered the awful smell of wine breath that I noticed on a lady recently. That must be what I used to smell like, yuk. I don’t want to breathe those fumes over anyone.
So I’m really sad but I’m sober. And going to bed, hopefully to catch up on sleep. Night night x