Dreams
I’ve been having drinking dreams almost every night now.. I know these are common but they have been increasing in frequency and they are very vivid.
Perhaps subconsciously I want to pick up. I have no intention of drinking again, but I am ashamed to say that I still keep the prospect of drinking as a ‘last resort’. An emergency hatch of sorts that I can jump down when things get too stressful for me. These are stressful days.
Just checking in on the morning of day 103. I will not be drinking today!