I gave up waiting for it to magically happen, for my doctor, counsellor, SR or anyone else to to make it happen. The realisation came that it was all down to me and just me. Then I fought like hell for it, I walked everyday to the point of exhaustion, paced, cried, posted loads and ate anything I wanted. The cravings almost drove me crazy but I didn't give in. No way.
Was it easy? No but worth it.
Just so you know I had become an all day daily drinker~ Vodka, lots of it. I now thankfully have 17 months sober and still find that hard to believe after sinking so low.
Keep fighting and give it everything you've got.
